It feels like ow

I didnt' think it would, but it does, and it doesn't seem to be going away...
Maybe it's the constant reminders...all week

Elevator mishaps, aimless driving, and bad toast

Schools back in session, I love it... slowly feeling at home again... loving diana and her rainbow goodness... contemplating weird half converstaions about hard things... ahh the joys of life

Lyrics to the ears

I ran into your best friend today
Twelve nights since you ran away
I asked about you and he said can't say, can't say
I'm feeling lonely and it seems to stay
It's been a while since I've felt that way
Well, I can tell you there's no room to play this game

All I know is what I'm missing
What I'm missing is your kissing
Are you listening?

Material Girl

Ever notice that your clothes are a gateway into your memories? While going through my clothing, packing then in bags getting, ready for a new home, I was actually going through my life... picking up a shirt thinking wow I have not worn this since the first time I hung out with him, or my best friend bought me this, then we made a fort while I was wearing it :)... or these jeans have been with me through so much and you can tell with every tear, stain and wrinkle, or this the dress that I was wearing when I first got lost in his eyes... or the patterns on clothing that distinctly remind you of the people who picked them out, friends, family, ex's...The ugly sweaters given to you on the holidays, you never wear but make you smile when you look at them, cause they are just that goofy ...and the more obvious, his t-shirts that I sleep in...there are so many memories I re-entered tonight just by going through my dresser draw... maybe this is why I can not throw away my clothes, even if I do not wear them...its not a material thing... they are me, and my past relationships, and my memories in stitching form..

I don't remember being born...

While watching one of my favorite movies it occurred to me... why can't we all live life with the innocence of children, living life filled with love and the joys of simple things... Being entertained by nothing at all but everything at the same time...Not over analyzing anything and just enjoying the present... ahh wouldn't that be great



p.s. the movie was Forrest Gump :)

Car Killer

I don't think that it is destined that I should have a vehicle that works... ever.... I even thought I have seen it written somewhere..."The one called May shall forever have a broken mode of transportation..." So yeah I only have three tires ... here's to another year of Vehicular hardhip and mishap!!

Shit...It's Winter

Screw the cold, lets make it warm again...